my name's hidden meaning...

What Lim Jia En Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

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ok,so today was another day past...good thing is there are no more common test for the rest of the year but i'm exceptionally worried for the test results this time. Why? Because this time, I was so busy preparing for the project work assigned by teachers that I forsook my studies...haiz, why cant i just extend my 24 hours? I want to have enough sleep, enough play and anough of everything.Am now looking for piano sheets on the net. After being told by my church friends that I could.

Actually posted today just to say that a bus driver was damn rude today lor. When i coming home, I pressed the bell for the bus to stop. Then when the bus was like going to skip my stop, somebody who was alert pressed the bell again. Then the bus driver went like" xiao didi, wei shen me jiang chi cai an ling?" (in chinese) Then he was like scolding him lor. Actually the guy not small leh, he in upper sec, judging from the long pants he is wearing. Thank goodness, he was alert or not, I would have missed my stop. Stupid bus driver, I press bell didnt hear then want to accuse other people lah. So unreasonable, and so rude some more, but of course i kept my mouth shut and did not say anything, else i would have landed in hot soup too. Hiaz, the world is like that , just have to get use to it.

why?

O ya, to my dear friends as in JTM, the previous post was not referring to you all. You all so cute, all also thought is you all. And my poor Tsae woei, you cried for nothing. Aiyo, bu yao ku lah, zhang da le orh!!! Ni hai shi wo "mummy" leh... :)
Then jermaine even cuter, read ready immediatly SMS ask me if it is her....My friends, have faith in yourself, you are not those who belong in the infuriating type...Mel, I think you didnt read the post but heard it from oral sources...dont worry, my dear friends. If I am unhappy with you all. I will tell you but not with attacks through posts. Hope tomorrow can get back history test on wednesday and then get chinese test tomorrow...

Today got science test for physics and biology. Damn it lar, i lost two marks just because of writing the wrong enzyme for the wrong function. Then my physics is gone case just like my last physics paper. Wah sei, can anyone tell me how to improve my science and litreture?? Tomorrow have litreture test then got guzheng. Sian diao. Litreture still need to memorise the poem for the essay. What the hell!! Than still got what extended metaphor and what not...haiz, so boring...

shall post short today.

I see some improvements,
but will it continue.
Or will you be influenced by the devils??

the world is spinning

I have been preparing for science test for the past hour. Tomorrow test mah so must study. But know what? I gave up because i'm bored studying biology. So mant things to memorise. Forget it larz. Just try my best lor.

You are changing. Seriously changing. From bad to worst.Do you know that sometimes your behaviour just piss me off? You are acting so childishly can? I even have to throw away my good memories of you sometimes, do you know that? Even though the ohysical distance between us is closer but do you know I feel very fustrated? I really wished i could treat you as transparent but I just cant. I really wished you were back to your old self. Not the one that you are now. You are very hateful now. Do you know that? How I wished I could open up the minds of humans and see what they are thinking. It's really a pity that i cant do that.

will my feelings ever change or do you feel that i'm one old boring person we stays the same?? Yes, I am still who I am and that is my personality, Straight-forward, and i knoe this may hurt others at times and I apoligise. But I am true to my own feelings,are you? Maybe you havent discovered your ownself, so much so that you are emotionless, but I also cant say I found the real me. I dont even know who I am at times as in I dont understand myself. Why do I keep to myself at times. But I feel that this is what I like unless something makes me change majorly? you may think that I should be very sastisfied that i've got friends and my family around me, but do you think everyone will like how I behave? If you think so then you are WRONG!!!

I tell you the truth: I have never been popular wherever i've gone. Be it school or anywhere, i am just not popular. Yes, I dont care about popularity but of course i yearn to have one person just one person to understand me? My feelings can never be predicted and so are yours because we are the same kind of people but our personality are like worlds apart? I thought you should know how i felt but I never expext you to be the one that misunderstood me first? Although we may have got back again but can we ever be like true friends again? I doubt not. We are sure different from how we behaved the last time. I'm sure you can feel it but i think it can never go back to the past again. If i could turn back the clock, I would amend my mistakes. But if time did not past, would I know this was my mistake? Same goes for you.

If i were you, i would have let go all the unhappy past.
Unhappiness and hatred DESTROYS your life, get rid of it...

a normal post

Ok...So we lost the competition...but I don't know why i'm not disappointed...Instead I was calm and the result of that competition did not affect me at all...the thing I am angry at is just my teacher talks crap to us...dont talk crap to me can?? I beg you??? I found another nice song for the piano today..."canon in C" It's really nice hahas...enjoyed it...listening to it now

My piano exams are over...quite relaxed now...but i dont know why the common test seems to be rushing in from everywhere...one whole set of common test have just passed recently...then another set is rushing in next week. Haiz, is this what they call secondary school life? Then I think i would rather primary school life, even if it is in the PSLE year...come to think of it now, primary school is really much more enjoyable than what i am experienceing now, but you know what? My feelings are just a mixture of everything...if I havent experienced secondary school life, I wouldnt say that primary school life is better. Time and tide waits for no man...so quickly 8 months have past since i went to secondary school. I can still remember very clearly how it was like when it was my first day at ZHSS.

My litreture teacher have changed again.Why cant they just stay and dont move away? Now for this change, I would have rather MR NAIR. This new teacher give me a feeling that she is not very familiar with litreture...she even like make spelling mistakes when her english was supposed to be good? OK, maybe she is nervous but...?

Went to the 3 different theatres of Singapore the day before. Just to do project work...reached home at 8.15pm...got lots more to write but now sianzz liao so not writing anymore...byes

What can you choose if you live in a biased world?
I miss you...