这就是事实吗？

人生中所谓的事实到底是什么样的事实？是逃避现实还是活在谎言中？
有时我会在想，人们为什么要过得那么虚伪，为了要升职或为了要得到对自己有利益的事情竟可以不惜一切的放下自己的尊严向别人低头，做别人的走狗。

看了一部戏剧领悟到了人们是多么的可悲。就连动物也从不对自己的品种低头。它们若想要得到任何东西都会用抢的， 不会低头认输。当然，当我们有求于人的时候我们是应该对对方彬彬有礼。但，我们也应该不要让对方爬到我们的头上来。

人类的失败就在于我们会宰在自己创造的东西。比如说，钱是人类自己做出来的但为何有些人可以为了钱而不顾一切的想要得到这所谓的快乐呢？一个人可以得到很多很多的钱。可是，那个人有没有想过他在取钱的过程中伤害了多少人、失去了多少应该在他正在追求前的时候真正的快乐？

虽然我没见过我身旁的人有这样的行为但我相信这是上一定会有这种人。请这些正在追求所谓的快乐的人醒醒吧。就算最后得到了一大笔金钱又没命花又有什么用呢？？感情是人类在这世中最有价值的。好好的珍惜你与所有人的感情吧。

***有时想要逃避事实但逃了一次会再面对这个问题一次。我不知道我是真的在保护她还是在看不起她。我害怕更多的人知道她的情况，害怕他们会嘲笑她，害怕她会因为他们的嘲笑而变得对自己很没有信心。但，纸永远是包不住火的，他们迟早会发现的。 到了那时，她必须有勇气去面对这一切而我只能默默地站在一旁守护着她，让她有一个可以依靠的肩膀，一个可以牵者她的手一起走过在这残酷世界的人生，一直到她可以独立生活为止。***

*最后一段是我突然有灵感而写的。哈哈！好读吗？请在 tagbox 留言。谢谢！

snow

Yep! It's snowing again in many countires though not in my country of course! My country is too near the equator to be snowing. Instead we get rain as a substitute for snow. Haha. Rain's not that bad either because it cools us all, except that we get wet.

Yea, am i so glad to have a spammer friend to help keep my blog alive when i'm like somewhere else except at my blog, haha. Was at my school's open house the day before, it was BORING. duh...what did I expect. It's one month into the holidays...
Too fast, too little time to recharge myself. Thankfully, i still have one more month. I've been sleeping till 9 every morning this days. Its good for the mind you know! HAhA2!

Anyway, I would be going overseas soon. In about 17 days! Yipee, and i will get to play with snow. Will arrive back home just right before Christmas. Hey, anybody knows how to roast a turkey?? Teach me!! I wanna try roasting a turkey foir this year's Christmas eve dinner. I will stuff the turkey until it's so full----actually if i stuff the turkey, i would be like stuffing myself as i'm gonna eat it. LALAAs

How glad am i that i have some great8 friends around me....namely Faustine, Qian hui, Fiona, the spammer-sky and of course cai wei and Jermaine. These people i've spend 2 years with, in the same class. Would be in the same class as 2 others for another 2 years. Oh yes, there's still the MAD Leon and Skinny James. Hey, no offence but you are really skinny.

let's count down to the day school reopens, erm...30 more days?? Nah who cares, I shall just enjoy my holidays before having to work like a mad bull when school reopens....

a feather drifted and landed on my palm

i'm Back

6 mths away from here??----No, 7 months. I bet my friends have given up trying to search for a new post down here. HAHA!!

Well, let's just say that i was busy with stuff that occupies half the time of human life. IT seems quite strange now writing here as it had been a long time seems i posted. Most of the time I just sit in front of the computer, staring at the screen with videos playing on them. I dont excercise my fingers on the keyboard, but i do excercise them elsewhere though. The end of the year is coming along with my favourite festival of the year. --Christmas!!! If you look around you, i believe you be able to see Christmas deco? Dont't ask me why i like Christmas, i can only say I dont know why. Maybe it's the fact that it is the time where poeple get together and spread love to one another especially for the needy?? ---I dont know.

I just happen to do a personality test yesterday and found out that i was the kind of person who does not like to socialise. Somehow, I was not surprised by this result because i analyse my character once in a while and realise it is true that i dont like going to social events and mix around with people whom i dont know. I would most probably just stick to the people i know and wouldnt even utter a word to one of the "strangers". Maybe that's one of the reasons why i prefer peace and quiet over "crowd and noise". It usually takes me quite a while to make friends too. I just dont know what to say at times....duh!

Sometimes, i really wonder how come some people can just get along with everbody so well. I have a term for these kind of people- "social butterfly". HAHA!! Well, i guess i'll be ending off now. Might post soon though.

a blink of an eye,
and they vanished from my world...

time in earth

You know what? It's very amazing at the way ow sometimes you can still talk to the friends with whom you are seperated with for 2 1/4years...i guess that must be because we must have been true to one another that till this day, we can talk on the phone for hours.

Anyway, the mid-years are coming, so tired everyday, i where got time to revise. By the time i open my book, i would have fallen asleep...Haiz, you've got the upper hand again. Damn...i really wonder when i can be better...

I think i must really agree with the saying "time flies". It just seem like yesterday when it was saturday and it's now like what, 8th april...soon, we have to part. I'm starting to have that reluctant feeling to part with you people, i'm starting to realise what's so great about staying together as one...i'm starting to appreciate things we do together...with only 6months left with you all.

I must confess that last year, i actually did not really feel good with mixing with you all because I was notfamiliar with you all yet, but now i understand...anyway, we shuold just treasure our remaining time together, really bonding...

In about 1 months time, there will be a grand day dedicated to our mothers. Have you people did something for your mum? Maybe some people would hate their mother but however you can never deny the fact that your mother suffered pain when she gave birth to you. Shouldn't you be thankful for that? I know some of us may dread life a lot, but to me, its a blessing to be able to be born in this world...maybe some of us just haven't found pur meaning in life yet...when we did, we would be like Johnny in "The Outsiders"...

Bla, whatever...was just typing some of my feelings up there...it just occured to me. Nothing gold can stay...

What is the world to you?...have you ever thought about this question? i Never did...it was out of random. Whatever...

you are too cold, almost unfeeling & that's scary...

feelings

well, i shall do the same thing as one person did since i have nothing better to do today.

1-bad girl. involved in BGR. :)
2-not close to you so i nth to say :]
3-good companion. always keep me company and lends me her books.
4-friendly, easy to talk to.
5-sometimes u laugh too loudly, must be feminine hor.
6-__________ crush
7-joker, always saying things to make class interesting
8-cheer up, you still have your friends by your side.
10-smile more, you smile too LITTTLE... ;}
11-not close to you
12-not close to you
13-prettae...soft-spoken
14-best CCA buddy, always keep me company
15-a bit of lesbian hormones, everytime hug ppl ;)
16-not close to you
17-girl sitting behind me
18-studious and clever person, loves fun
19-hardworking, responsible, helpful, bought fruits for me everytime. must
learn torelax
20-not close to you.
21-enthu kia, always so enthu abt things
22-chubby, i want to pinch your face!! :)
23-fashionable person, can make me laugh until i cant swallow food
24-responsible, neat also
25-not close to you
26-VERY good in chinese, the PRO
27-SHORT little girl, with saggy hair, can confine secrets to her. very cute with
all those funny drawings(e.g.mr mouthstache)
28-friendly person though you keep to yourself
29-pro at IT stuff,can ask him if you have any IT probs
30-NCC-er, sth weird bout him though
31-NCC-er, not close to you
32-how I wish that you can teach me EVERYTHING i DONT KNOW.
33-known as bird
34-*****,ruin friendship
35-white *****, haha no offebce
36-gentleman, likes to say "it's a secret"
37-he dont like me, i dont like him EITHER
38-good at maths, likes___________ & _________
39-better than ____________
40-every girl's "dream" guy...

Ta-da, done, i bet everyone who knows no. 40 will get what i mean.
bye now!!

how many months?!

Well, was busy lately so i didnt bother to post...anyway, am i SSOO glad that i finally overcome a very big obstacle of mine...haha...i finally got through it and am moving on to the next level in life...it's always a wonderful feeling to know that one has the ability to get pass whatever obstacle that blocks your way. So i think i encourage everyone NEVER to give up for there will always be light at the end of the tunnel no matter how long the tunnel may be.

3 1/2 months have flown by so quickly. I've got a friend that thinks that this 3 months were slow, however. I just find time whizzing past me everyday, never stopping once for me to grab it!!! Haiz, why so fast?? It's perfectly like a lightning strike a flash in a second and gone the next whereby the thunder will come. Many descriptive phrases huh? Whatever, who cares...

This year would really be hectic, maybe you will see my hair like standing up like how a person will look like after getting a electric shock...HA!! Nar, just joking, not so serious...when was i ever serious anyway? Bla, whatever...life just gpes on right?

It was amazing to have that bald-headed merlion back in action AGAIN!! haha...striked by lightning in the flash of a second...see what can happen to you if you just stand under the rain in one second?? You will just have a few pieces of bone striked off from your head??...no, WRONG, you will DIE...heed this advice for once okay people?? NEVER ever try standing under a lightning conductor...hey, this sounds like i'm giving advice to a person who wants to commit suicide...arrgh, those ideas are seriously bonkers!!

hey, chewy ( you should know who you are) faster help me photostap hor, then i get from you...that's dedicated for you...the last sentence...BYE!!

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P.S. I saw the blog and was (****)!!! HAHA...lalalas

Ignore previous post...

Well, I think I cant bear to delete the blog...haha, so i'm here posting again to keep it alive...I dont know why but i had to post on the day where I have many,many things to do...seems like i'm a bit crazy in my head...lalalas...

Actually, i'm here to post got i've got somthing to write bout...if I didnt, I wouldnt be here..so then!! First things first, i've got to say one thing...this year is going to be tough for all the people of my age....lalala, it's the year that decides your life people, so you better work hard, erm maybe not, cause you all arent suppose to leave me behind...let me rest before you pump me up ok? To prove that i'm not pumped up and ready yet, let me tell you an interesting fact, i FAILED my maths test.LALALAs

Anyway, there is only 2 wishes for me now, pray for me kays? And that wish is to pass my coming piano exams and to do well for this year!!