what help can you offer me??

Ah...(relief), half of the one whole sum of test have gone by...history,higher
chinese and litreture...the biggest of all is the PIANO examinations...YEa...haha...quite tired out now,but i'm posting cause I think I long time no POst liaoz....O ya, Jing Yi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVE!!! I still remember your birthday okay...haha...

lalalas...next week still have science, maths and what test?? Then next next week got english oral...yea,next monday also racial harmony day, I going to wear malay costume!!! Green color one hahaz...taiwan and mel wearing indian costume...jer what you wearing?? The whole class was like busy decorating today...I think the decorations are okay larz...skipped CCA yeaterday cause I too sianz liao...I'm beginning to dislike one of the Guzheng members...Not your buisness, why you must care?? So kaypoh...think you so good arh?? You wanna make me fall?? hahaz...I still have back-up plan one know...stupid idoit...kay i it;s not good to scold like that but i Just vent my fustration lorz...anyway, that person also dont know I got blog...
i****** a******

Then that big mouth guy even worse, think he who are...not even moniter still want to assume authority, some more suay suay I in the ___________ as ________ . Suay larz...Call us raise up our hand if we didnt stay back yesterday, some more go complain to teacher...childish lar..."mummy, who, who, who, bully me..." haha...damn angry with those stupid people who are so desperate to become a moniter...then today I play with taiwan "paper volley ball/ paper badminton", that idoit come and interfere....then have to let ______ play lorz if not ____ cry for mummy...haha...
We play a while then form teacher saw then she ask me what I doing...I didnt answer but my class' vice chairman did...haiz...

Then today we poke fun at taiwan...haha...YAY!!! it's friday...and I love fridays!!!! hahaz...do you?? Anyway, I tell your sth...I signed up for a chinese story-telling competition...surprised?? Your should know that I hate chinese all along but you know...got CCA points who dont wanna go?? Okay, maybe most of my class people...but I wu liao marz so I go lorz....realised that many people get minor sickness recently...I am one of those...haiz

the deepest feelings in my heart,
cant be exposed to the outside world...

everyone is sighing...

Today monday...sianzz, but one thing to rejoice is...tomorrow can come home early from school...HAHAHA...so happy seh...haiz piano exam only left one day and how many minutes?? Can't be bothered to check...I shall just give my all into it...today morning assembly time rain, so fun neh...the today I stay back after curriculum time to practice my oral...I s*****....I also dont know why I so nervous for what...saw jer upstairs with MSP people...hahaz...

I'm beginnning to hate you more and more...is it just because of your changing character or is it because there are some unknown reasons behind all this "hate" feelings?? I really dont know and I am really confused...just like how I was 9 months ago...do I still have feelings or am I feeling numb??? Do I hate you or do I loathe you? Why cant I tell...since meeting you, it was the release of my feelings...but I just dont want to get so close to you cause I have this feeling of distinction that falls in between us...I want to treat you as a friend but why must you distant yourself away from me?? Are we that unfated to be friends?? I'm beginning to know you lesser and lesser my dear friend...HOw can I then understand what you are thinking?? It's not as if that we meet everyday you know...thus I dont want to let you know a lot of info about myself...you are not my boyfriend, you are not my crush...neither are you my girlfriends or parents..why must I let you know so much? I'm beggining to feel that you are a very scary person....

Funny how my emotions flow out sometimes but...people say you can control your emotions...but i feel that maybe it is better to let them all out sometimes?? I know that over-pouring too much of a emotion sometimes can cause hurt to others but what do you want me to do?? Keep my emotions bottled up and make me feel like my head is going to burst anytime?? If you can do that, you are a PRO...but I cant do that...so pardon me when my emotions are overpowering...i am not a emo person, BUT i am a person full of emotions and feelings...

emotions are the fillings of a person's life,
without them, a person is not a person...

some 2nd quiz

1] What is the subject you hate most ?
- Litreture
- Chinese??

[2] Who do you hate ?
- Hypocrites
- Disloyal people

[3] What happen at 10 am today ?
- I'm studying at sch...duh

[4] When did you last cry ?
- when I last cried

[5] What's your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
- Waffle

[6] What do you want in your life now ?
- I just live life as it is

[7] Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or put up with your hood ?
- i carry the umbrella to not get wet... =.=lll

[8] What's your favourite things to put on your bed ?.
- My pillow, boster and some storybooks??

[9] What bottom are you wearing now ?
- shorts...

[10] What's your nicest text in your inbox say ?
- errr....i cant be bothered to check

[11] Do you wish to make a relationship complicated ?
- corz NOT

[12] Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone ?
- No...duh

[13] What was the last movie you caught ?
- Kungfu panda
"Yesterday is history, Today is a gift, Tomorrow is a mystery!!!"

[14] What are you proud of ?
- being born in a family with caring parents...

[15] What does your oldest message in your outbox say ?
- cant be bothered to check

[16] What is the last song you sang out loud ?
- why should i tell??

[17] Do you have any nickname ?
- er...maybe my friends did give me some??

[18] What does your last received message say ?
- ok (fr jer)

[19] What time did you go to school yesterday ?
- same time as every sch day...

[20] Are you currently happy ?
- Yea...ok larz

[21] Who gives you the best advice ?
- Mum??

[22] Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
- NO!! Anyway, i didnt know whipped cream is...

[23] Who did you last talk on the phone with ?
- Mum

[24] Is anything bugging you now ?
- Exams??

[25] Who / What was the last thing / person that made you laugh ?
- The litreture poem's last stanza that was taught today...

[26] Do you wear toesocks ?
- No

[27] Who was the person you last missed a call from ?
- Mum??

[28] Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- Yes. I think many others have too??

[29] What annoys you most in a person ?
- irritating

[30] Do you have a crush on anyone now ?
- Not tellin?

[31] Have you ever done cocaine ?
- NO! I dont take drugs...I'm a guai kia

[32] What's the color of your room ?
- Beautiful colors

[33] Would you kill someone for a billion dollars ?
- No....like I said...I'm a guai kia

[34] Do you believe in the saying " Talk is cheap " ?
- Is there even such a saying??

[35] Who was the last person to lie on your bed ?
- me??

[36] Who was the last person who hugged you ?
- my mum....duh

[37] What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on ?
- my privacy

[38] Do you have a life ?
- Duh...

[39] Have you ever thought someone had died when they didn't ?
- No. Cause I never experienced that...and I dont want to

[40] What's the reason behind your blog song ?
- No specific reasons??

[41] Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
- Classmates

[42] Last time you smiled ?
- NOW

[43] Have you changed this year ?
- Yes. A lot of my outer appearance?? And inner ones??

[44] What are you listening to now ?
- music

[45] Are you talking to someone while doing this ?
- No

[46] Do you walk with your eyes closed or opened ?
- i walk with my eyes half close, half open

[47] Is there a quote you live by ?
- To simplify complications is the first essential of sucess

[48] Do you want someone you don't have ?
- like??

[49] Have you ever played an instrument ?
- Duh...many

[50] What was the worst idea you thought this week ?
- erm??

[51] What were doing last night at 11pm ?
- sleep liao le...was damn tired last night

[52] Are you happy with your love life now ?
- I dont have one...and dont want to have one now

[53] What song describes your love life ?
- LIke i said, I dont have a love life so I dont bother finding songs abt my love life??

[54] Does that person know that you love him ?
- .....

[55] Who always makes you laugh ?
- jokes or a-hem, a-hem... :)

[56] Do you speak other languages ?
- yea

[57] Are you blond ?
- No

[58] What's your middle name ?
- My middle name is my middle name

[59] What are you doing tomorrow ?
- study and after that go for CCA??? Sianzz

[60] What do you think you are ?
- A human??

[61] Who do you choose to die with ?
- Die with?? Erm,,,nvr considered this question

[62] Where have you been today ?
- Home AND School

[63] What game do you play often ?
- None. I dont play games?? Maybe I do but not so much...

[64] Who are you missing now ?
- No one

[65] What are you doing now ?
- DOING this STUPID QUIZ larz

[66] Which primary school are you from ?
- CFPS

[67] If you are to choose your friends & your love , who will you be with ?
- both

[68] Name three colors you like .
- Yellow, Pastel blue and many more larz

[69] What emotion you like to show people ?
- many emotions

[70] What is life to you ?
- excitement

[71] If you have something troubling you now , what will you do ?
- Just be so angry

[72] Who did you last chat with in MSN today ?
- Havent go on9 yet

[73] Who do you admire the most ?
- Everybody in this world??

[74] Which month are you born in ?
- October!!

[75] How are you feeling now ?
- Stupid!! b'coz I started on this quiz

[76] What is the time now ?
- 4pm

[77] Where are you now ?
- My house's computer room

[78] What color would you like to dye your hair ?
- Just let my hair remain in this color coz I like it...it's natural

[79] Why are you doing this ?
- Like I said...coz i'm stupid

[80] What do you do when you're moody ?
- keep to myself...quiet suddenly...or maybe a sudden outburst>?

[81] At what age do you want to get married ?
- fr 23-28??

[82] Who is more important ?
- My parents and frenz

[83] Do you have enough confidence ?
- Yes.

[84] Who is the person you trust most ?
- No one

[85] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain ?
- Yes? cause I saw it before

[86] If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
- the dream that I dreamt and wanted it to come true

[87] What's your goal for this year ?
- Grow taller and stay in the best class for next year's studies

[88] Do you believe in eternal love ?
- 60%??

[89] What do you love ?
- Things that I love I love

[90] Do you think it's global warming now ?
- ya obvious. The weather is like getting damn HOT and unpredictable!!

[91] What feeling you hate most ?
- many?/

[92] You treasure every single friendship of yours ?
- Yes. Of coz

[93] Do you give up 2nd chance easily ?
- No . I treasure the second chance

[94] Who cares for you most ?
- Mum

[95] What do you think is most important in your life ?
- my Mum, dad & frenz

[96] What will you bring when you fight ?
- I dont fight physically but I fight aurally , so I bring my mouth

{97} Do you believe in Fate ?
- A little??

[98] What would you feel if nobody cares about you ?
- Sad and abandoned.

[99] What if your stead two - timed you ?
- I would initiate a break-up if I know he's a two-timer no matter how much I love this person cause I wont be able to accept it

[100] What do you want now ?
- TRASH this quiz so that it wont appear in front of me EVER AGAIN!!!
I'm damn fustrated NOW!!

[101] When is ur birthday
- Dun wanna tell the whole world...


Controlling your feelings is a part of sucess...

E-learning day...

read ___ blog today...I understand how ___ feels....I had that experience before and it was bad....<<< AI YI GE REN HEN NAN, BEI AI SHI NI DE XING FU>>>> ___was brave enough to drop hints but not brave enough to confront the situation...Why??? Cause there is a instability???

Today was e-learning day...thank goodness there was no litreture e-learning...My neck is aching now...haiz, why do people just fall for people???? Is it so worth it??? Okay, I did a crush before but maybe not as serious as ______?? It is now all over...." " I realised " " was not the angel..." " was an angel transforming to a devil... But anyway, having crushes are part and parcel of our growing up stage, accept it as it is....

But I dare say a love realationship is the most complicated matter in this world...If not handled properly...both parties could end up serious wounded....
Thus_____ was clever not to have confessed yet...


[love that is shared is a beautiful thing,
it enrivhes the soul and makes the heart sings]

Okay...

Yeah, so tomorrow is e-learning...Actually, I rather got to school...I hate looking at the computer for studies....how much more boring can this get...thank goodness we don't have e-learning for litreture...or I will die as it is my hated subject...Just take today's lesson for example and I almost fell asleep...the teacher was just like talking TRASH about poems non-stop and blablabla... (ok, maybe i'm rude to say this) Overall, today's lesson are Okay...I like the last part of litreture though...the fun rhymes part, Jer and mel will know why,haha...Sry, TaiWan, didn't tell you the secret but it's a bit sick...

Okay, another thing I wanna post about...I do not really want to emphasise this matter but I think the person who have wrote something on a public website is a bit overdoing it....I felt that you should not have criticize a person so openly on the net,...think of how you would feel if something bad is posted about you on a public website...Maybe the person doesn't seems to care but surely eveyone have feelings in them?? Think, my dear someone...I'm not saying you are in the wrong for speaking up for yourself but I think you have overdone it...It's not that i'm siding with the person you posted about but I believe everyone should be treated fairly...surely you wanna be treated fairly too...I appreciate the things you have done for the class but still I believe in fairness...I believe in justice...

And then worst still, someone takes advantage of this situation and wants to sow discord, I think that person is worst than a DOG!!! Even dogs are better...they are loyal to their masters...this person wants to take on a leadership position, but can this person be trusted??? This person can't even do a simple task and he wants to assume responsibility?? Dream ON!!! Thank goodness, the audience still had their brains on not to take in whatever this person says...I admire your initiative but you are not the ideal leader...

All in all, what I want to say is i'm not taking sides but I hope that there will be thinking before you do anything and not ruin a person's feelings ust because of a momentof anger and if want to take on leadership roles, show to others that you are capable of it before making some what I consider as STUPID remarks ok?

[I believe in justice that will be served]