Considerations

Waves of feelings of past events came crashing as i began this post. Maybe i might stop halfway though cause somethings are best left not expressed. How can you explain what i feel when i cant even put forth what i felt. Unless you see whats in my eyes, you'll never have guessed what is hidden beneath the smiley face. I wouldnt say it is something tragic or something sad. I have no words to put it forth to the audience that are watching me perform on stage. Life is but just a stage where the beginnning of the play gets everyone all excited to see what is coming out. But, however, when they realise that all they are going to see is the stage collasping under the events that are happening on top, they either leave to help or scorn at the designers who built the damaged stage.

直觉。Can it ever be trusted or do we humans always need logic to explain certain things? Sometimes i really feel that light was on me. But the next moment that i decided to turn away, the light disappeared as well. Light, did you really ever exist or was it all a part of my imagination?? Maybe not, i guessed light would rather shine on the nucleus rather than a 自暴自弃 的 lysosome. 但我心里却非常地想问你， 你是否回来过？或许有吧，但你的光射却在 eclispe 的时候给盖住了。灭绝了我们相见的所有机会。

Whoa, haha!

I was trying my hand at writing some chinese phrases. Haiz, sadly, i could only come up with those above. All those super lousy and common phrases that can be found anywhere. People will just state i was just paraphrasing. Oops, i just recall i have a chinese assignment that require me to write a story. Sharks!

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”
¬Maria Robinson